Some of us who live should die
some of them who should die, should live
live better days than what we live
an endless day that never seems to end
struggle just to sleep then wake and do it all again
Cause i would rather die on my feet
than prey on my knees
to a god that i don't believe thats there
ill die on feet or with a gun at my head
than bow down to you
your avatars of hate
avatars of hate
Theres got to be a better way
a better way to live
brake down the old ways
burn down it all if it means we can be free
or these bastards that tell me im gonna burn
well id rather burn down in hell than
be blinded by light
Cause i would rather die on
You Were A Replacement For Love by I-Cave-In-00, literature
Literature
You Were A Replacement For Love
I can't pretend that we dident happen
I can't deine what we did
Was it a mixture of liquids and a need for heat
Was it a need just for someone else
But you were there as a replacement for love
What I wanted that night was love
Not a fuck and a goodbye
With someone who wasent you
She wasn't you
Maybe I led you on thinking that there would be more to this
Than what it has turned out too be
Was this poor judgement on my part
Too many sips and too many drinks
But you were there as a replacement for love
What I wanted that night was love
Not a fuck and a goodbye
With someone who wasent you
She wasn't you
I find myself asking myself
why the fuck
do i have to be scared all of the time
why do i need to find the strength
to get up out of my bed each day
this i ask of you, this i ask of you
the person with the saddest face
that i have ever seen before
They say go and pick your head
go ahead pick your'self back up
cause when you leave
to start somewhere new
you'll be just like you once were
ohh your life begins again
your life begins again
They allways say your too young
to have a worry or a care
but i worry everyday
what am i doing right
what am i doing wrong
but at the rate that im going
I'd be just as well lieing down
in
Im sick of this
im sick of this shit
its all of these games that we play with ourselves and the ones we love
this isent nutural
this is just a test they say
cause this a plan they've cooked up before
when the world was on fire
when we had ashes that we could burn
while the millions outside would burn, burn
And all you would do is wave goodbye
Ohh my dear
my dear sweet good grace
has it been that long since i said goodbye to you
ohh my dear
my dear sweet grace
has it been that long since i waved goodbye to you
A broken heart never lies
its like a time bomb that never dies
you dont have to belive me but its best that you do
c
Born By Light, Raised In Darkness by I-Cave-In-00, literature
Literature
Born By Light, Raised In Darkness
We may have been born in the light
but we were all raised by darkness
Im trying to picture a time
when grey clouds dident roll on past me
as a child i was allways told
son you can do anything you want to do
if you put your mind to it
the world is your oyster
i could take and sieze all that i wanted
for my own
We were born into the light
then raised by the dark
and i've been counting
the days since i turned my back
but its been so long now
that im trying to find
just where ohh where did the cold
steal my soul
We may have been born in the light
but we were all raised by darkness
These tinted glasses hide my dead black eyes
There are just so many things
That I wish that I could say
But am I being just to over cautious
Am I protecting myself just a little bit too much
Would you push me away for saying what I was thinking
I feel so crippled
I feel so crippled
Just from being scared
Just from being scared
If I could count the things that frighten me
On one hand well then
I could sleep so much better at night
I feel so crippled
I feel so crippled
Just from being scared
Just from being scared
I'm just so scared of walking down the wrong street
I'm so scared of everything
Ill cover my eyes and wish it all away
Ill tap my feet and get myself back ho
Sonicboom = Minus 20 H.P by I-Cave-In-00, literature
Literature
Sonicboom = Minus 20 H.P
A tragic, tragedy has bespoken
these beloved fields of green and gold
there folding into there arms
there closeing all the farms
we'll close all palms together
so that we can create
so we can create
boom, sonicboom its twenty hit point's
that i will allways lose
boom, here comes the sonicboom
and we'll allways know
boom, boom, boom, there goes the bang
boom there goes the bang
Loaded up with six barrels of death to go
if its to be a choice between
my life and your's
i'll choose mine
and leave your's to hell
and then i'll create
Boom, sonicboom its twenty hit point
that i will allways lose
boom, here comes the sonicboom
I've got worse things than you to deal with now
I've got monsters under my bed
And what feels like the weight of the world on my back
But you still want to talk about this right now
I've got too much on my plate to deal with right now
That I can't deal with you as well
So I'm not gonna say sorry if I don't mean it
But I've never really meant it
This is a battle that I'm always going to have to lose
Cause I don't see any way I'm getting out of this
Without a mark or my life
I've got too much on my plate to deal with right now
That I can't deal with you as well
So I'm not gonna say sorry if I don't mean it
But I've never really me
You pulled me back into a world of dust and rust
So that could make me suffer just as you have done
For all these years
But I've already told you that I'm done with that
I've got enough drama
But you're just a little step too far
So I'll try to get a little further away from you
So that I don't have to worry about my actions in front of you
Ohh you're so sensitive to every little thing that we all say
Ohh, ohh well maybe you're just
a little step too far for us all
I've tried to shield my eyes when you try to smile at me
I'm not ignoring or dismissing you
I'm just trying to get on with my life without you in it
Cause I've got
I won't let you
Get to me again
I won't let you
Get under my skin
I've had enough of your games
I'm not letting you get to me
Cause I don't need this
Cause I've given you up for the last time
No I won't
Let you use me again
No I won't
I won't be used again
No, no you won't get me again
I've had it up to here and I'm done
I've had enough of you and your selfish games
There like a landslide
There always putting me off course
I won't be clicking on you again
No I won't
Let you use me again
No I won't
I won't be used again
No, no you won't get me again
This is it cause I've had it up to here now
No, no I won't be made the
Some of us who live should die
some of them who should die, should live
live better days than what we live
an endless day that never seems to end
struggle just to sleep then wake and do it all again
Cause i would rather die on my feet
than prey on my knees
to a god that i don't believe thats there
ill die on feet or with a gun at my head
than bow down to you
your avatars of hate
avatars of hate
Theres got to be a better way
a better way to live
brake down the old ways
burn down it all if it means we can be free
or these bastards that tell me im gonna burn
well id rather burn down in hell than
be blinded by light
Cause i would rather die on
You Were A Replacement For Love by I-Cave-In-00, literature
Literature
You Were A Replacement For Love
I can't pretend that we dident happen
I can't deine what we did
Was it a mixture of liquids and a need for heat
Was it a need just for someone else
But you were there as a replacement for love
What I wanted that night was love
Not a fuck and a goodbye
With someone who wasent you
She wasn't you
Maybe I led you on thinking that there would be more to this
Than what it has turned out too be
Was this poor judgement on my part
Too many sips and too many drinks
But you were there as a replacement for love
What I wanted that night was love
Not a fuck and a goodbye
With someone who wasent you
She wasn't you
I find myself asking myself
why the fuck
do i have to be scared all of the time
why do i need to find the strength
to get up out of my bed each day
this i ask of you, this i ask of you
the person with the saddest face
that i have ever seen before
They say go and pick your head
go ahead pick your'self back up
cause when you leave
to start somewhere new
you'll be just like you once were
ohh your life begins again
your life begins again
They allways say your too young
to have a worry or a care
but i worry everyday
what am i doing right
what am i doing wrong
but at the rate that im going
I'd be just as well lieing down
in
Im sick of this
im sick of this shit
its all of these games that we play with ourselves and the ones we love
this isent nutural
this is just a test they say
cause this a plan they've cooked up before
when the world was on fire
when we had ashes that we could burn
while the millions outside would burn, burn
And all you would do is wave goodbye
Ohh my dear
my dear sweet good grace
has it been that long since i said goodbye to you
ohh my dear
my dear sweet grace
has it been that long since i waved goodbye to you
A broken heart never lies
its like a time bomb that never dies
you dont have to belive me but its best that you do
c
Born By Light, Raised In Darkness by I-Cave-In-00, literature
Literature
Born By Light, Raised In Darkness
We may have been born in the light
but we were all raised by darkness
Im trying to picture a time
when grey clouds dident roll on past me
as a child i was allways told
son you can do anything you want to do
if you put your mind to it
the world is your oyster
i could take and sieze all that i wanted
for my own
We were born into the light
then raised by the dark
and i've been counting
the days since i turned my back
but its been so long now
that im trying to find
just where ohh where did the cold
steal my soul
We may have been born in the light
but we were all raised by darkness
These tinted glasses hide my dead black eyes
There are just so many things
That I wish that I could say
But am I being just to over cautious
Am I protecting myself just a little bit too much
Would you push me away for saying what I was thinking
I feel so crippled
I feel so crippled
Just from being scared
Just from being scared
If I could count the things that frighten me
On one hand well then
I could sleep so much better at night
I feel so crippled
I feel so crippled
Just from being scared
Just from being scared
I'm just so scared of walking down the wrong street
I'm so scared of everything
Ill cover my eyes and wish it all away
Ill tap my feet and get myself back ho
Sonicboom = Minus 20 H.P by I-Cave-In-00, literature
Literature
Sonicboom = Minus 20 H.P
A tragic, tragedy has bespoken
these beloved fields of green and gold
there folding into there arms
there closeing all the farms
we'll close all palms together
so that we can create
so we can create
boom, sonicboom its twenty hit point's
that i will allways lose
boom, here comes the sonicboom
and we'll allways know
boom, boom, boom, there goes the bang
boom there goes the bang
Loaded up with six barrels of death to go
if its to be a choice between
my life and your's
i'll choose mine
and leave your's to hell
and then i'll create
Boom, sonicboom its twenty hit point
that i will allways lose
boom, here comes the sonicboom
I've got worse things than you to deal with now
I've got monsters under my bed
And what feels like the weight of the world on my back
But you still want to talk about this right now
I've got too much on my plate to deal with right now
That I can't deal with you as well
So I'm not gonna say sorry if I don't mean it
But I've never really meant it
This is a battle that I'm always going to have to lose
Cause I don't see any way I'm getting out of this
Without a mark or my life
I've got too much on my plate to deal with right now
That I can't deal with you as well
So I'm not gonna say sorry if I don't mean it
But I've never really me
You pulled me back into a world of dust and rust
So that could make me suffer just as you have done
For all these years
But I've already told you that I'm done with that
I've got enough drama
But you're just a little step too far
So I'll try to get a little further away from you
So that I don't have to worry about my actions in front of you
Ohh you're so sensitive to every little thing that we all say
Ohh, ohh well maybe you're just
a little step too far for us all
I've tried to shield my eyes when you try to smile at me
I'm not ignoring or dismissing you
I'm just trying to get on with my life without you in it
Cause I've got
I won't let you
Get to me again
I won't let you
Get under my skin
I've had enough of your games
I'm not letting you get to me
Cause I don't need this
Cause I've given you up for the last time
No I won't
Let you use me again
No I won't
I won't be used again
No, no you won't get me again
I've had it up to here and I'm done
I've had enough of you and your selfish games
There like a landslide
There always putting me off course
I won't be clicking on you again
No I won't
Let you use me again
No I won't
I won't be used again
No, no you won't get me again
This is it cause I've had it up to here now
No, no I won't be made the
she struggles from the hardwood like a creamy stallion
drowning in a raging surf. her limbs
the appendages of a white crab spider sprawl bent,
slender supple bones. her eyes
caked on fingernails caked on like dried blood caked
onto her fleshy thighs. her eyes
are wooden chambers locked stone hollow, key swallowed,
dwindling human. Although
her fingertips are faultless pearls, beet hair stiffened curls,
vision whirls, she's still a girl. the atmosphere
folds in like an origami crane collapsing slowly, sharp
corners slicing mostly. Pelvis bony, snowy
shivers, scintillating silver rivers (stream) dampen her tinder.
a dream: li
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sleepy hollow (omg if i was gay jonny deep could take me lolz)
hi howz u all?
i know its been a while since my last journal update but not relly had much to say so thats, that
In other good news im in the early stages of planning my first piece of fan fiction the anime that i have choosen is Yu-Gi-Oh but it will not contain any of the original characters instead they will all be brand new characters but of course there may be the odd nod to the original series but in terms of the timeline of events they will take place 3 years after the events of season 4 of Yu-Gi-Oh GX. So expect the first part of that to be up in the next couple of months and if anyone would like to contribute ideas or to help me wr
hi how are u all
sorry i havent been uploading much stuff this past month but collage has been more busy that i thought it was going to be, but as i said in my last entry ill try and upload something at least once a week but ill try my best
So what gigs is everyone planning on seeing before the year is out?
k hope you all have an ausome day
:D
hi how are u all my loyal watchers and randomers
I just started collage on monday which meens that i wont have a lot of time to upload anything new but ill try and upload something at least once a week most likely on sunday night
So who else has started collage/uni this week, what classes are you doing?
k stay ausome
:D